BEing

 

Every now and then, I still remember that day when I was out for a walk.

It was some time around spring of 2008.

I would go out for a walk almost every day… if not every day.

One time, I decided to go farther than I usually do.  It’s not like I’d get lost anyway.  It’s a quiet neighborhood.  And anyone else I’d bump into would be someone who’s also out for a walk or out for a run… or maybe biking… and minding his/her own business.

When I was certain enough that walking farther was surely safe…

I decided to go even farther each day.

Until I started walking into other neighborhoods… and even attempted going to the woods all alone.  I figured that there were a lot of people who walk alone there, too.  It must be safe.  One day, I was going to go all the way inner and deeper into the woods.  But I hesitated for a long time.  I remembered my sister’s stories.  I was walking back and forth for probably 30 minutes… observing the people who walk all the way deeper… gauging my luck and making up my mind.

I truly wanted to go all the way…

My “protective self” must have taken over and made me walk all the way back to the main road.

Instead, I found myself taking a walk through “the other neighborhoods”.  And there were quite a lot of people at that time.  Lots of different kinds of people.

One of the kinds of people I crossed paths with was a couple who stood waaaay above me… they looked like giants.  I was a bit amazed by the fact that they seemed to literally be double my height.

I was trying to figure out if they truly were that tall.  They glanced my way as we were crossing each other’s paths… and we greeted each other with smiles.

A lot of times, whenever that happens… I always feel like I… we… know each other since forever.

I continued walking.

And savoring that moment.

And finally managed to put into words what I was truly feeling:  I Could Be Myself.  I Feel Welcome And Safe To Simply Be Myself.

Today…

Perhaps it was the rain…

Perhaps it was ashtavakrasana…

Though I have said earlier this year that ashtavakra is one asana that does make you say to yourself:  Damn if you do, damn if you don’t.  Just get down and do it. 

I thought I do it a lot already. 

I realized I can still be More Of Myself.

And I’m sure there’s so much of “just being me” that I can be and do.

So, here’s to #BEing... BEing Even More Of My Own True Self.

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What's It Like Growing Up In A Home Filled With Psychics/Gifted Ones

What's it like growing up and being able to talk about your dreams and visions and the "other side" and "other beings"...

The "more acceptable term" in the "society" I grew up in is ESP.  And fortunately it runs in the family.

I had one sister who has seen "dwendes".  I realized later on that her energy is highly attuned to benevolent kinds of "dwarf-like/elf-like beings".  As children, we often woke up at night seeing things.  And we would both talk about it in the morning.

Another sister is clairaudient and has an "interesting clairaudient gift" (not all clairaudient people has it, though one of our nephews turned out to have it, too).

One time I came home from shopping due to a shoe sale.  And when I got home and checked my FB, my mom posted reminding me not to be going around shopping for more shoes than I can wear.

Time and Distance are illusions.  At that time, she was in the US and I was in Makati.